i had an interview today.

i think it went well, woo.

almost over; and I'm read to move on.



politics are unbecoming.

1,2,3,4,5,6...

good riddance.




word on the street is that i'm not the only one; i don't get the attention i deserve.

BULL.

i might say something important. but that always gets shadowed by someone else's news.
why can't we be normal?
why can't we go fast?
why can't we be together?

why why why
...do i try to find faults in this?

i think i'm breaking down

i'm losing reality; losing ground: what are friends for? nothing really when not many qualify

i want that one love, one love that goes BOOM in your heart. //dies//
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watch this, watch this. watch everybody succeed.






except me.

relax, kiddies...there's hope in the darkness.

e is coming to say the day! not that i know how to save the day, but trying is what everyone wants out of life now, right? who CARES what a gpa is, the groups your in, who your friends are, what you did back then?!? all people care about is you. so what's the point of carrying on at a school that sucks anyway? hmm

I DUNNO.

when the madness stops, you'll be alone, alone , alone (echoes just for you darlin')

we're gonna make exceptions just for you e, that's a lie. bullshit. fakery. deceit.

i love you e, don't leave me. i don't want a break e. why can't we work e?!? <---i dunno, maybe we were wrong in the first place...

//sigh//
why can't anything work?
why do i feel like when i graduate, nobody is going to come? 'cause college is a mockery of my intelligence
college is a mockery of my life

let's just fuck it up, and call it a day.

ok lookie, i'm endangering all your minds with my worthless ramble.